Christmas is nearly here, two days away to be exact and yet I'm just not in the holiday spirit. I don't know why though I've always enjoyed it and the magic it always brings. Could the nearly 70 degrees weather we're having be a reason why? Could my father's impending heart surgery be a factor? Could all I've gone through since June play a part? I don't know. So I say humbug to it all and let it pass by like another day. Yet still it just seems like something is missing some reason why I just assume to avoid it but I don't know what. Maybe next year be different maybe not. Maybe since I'm pushing 33 the magic has left me. I really don't know how to explain it I guess it's just one of those things. So to all I hope the upcoming holiday brings you the joy I cannot find and that everyone stays safe and quite happy. So till next time my dears ta ta farewell and all that jazz.
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